The Bonds Within (Second Chances Book 3) by Megs Pritchard

Author:Megs Pritchard [Pritchard, Megs]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: gay romance
Published: 2017-10-24T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter Fourteen

Matt stared at the people on the dance floor and drained his vodka. He'd come out with Luke to get over Josh. It was Friday, and Matt hadn't spoken to him since the previous Sunday. Maybe he'd finally done it this time and had broken up with him.

He rubbed his chest and inhaled deeply. His body was fucked up. Every time he thought about Josh, his body reacted. One minute he wanted to cry and the next he wanted to call Josh so he could scream at him. He'd barely slept or ate and had spent every night curled up in bed fighting back the tears. He'd cried enough.

Fuck, Matt missed Josh. The way he smelled. The way he looked when he was asleep and completely relaxed. The way he moved when he...Fuck, he needed to stop thinking about him. But he couldn't. He felt like there was an emptiness inside him that only Josh could fill. He wanted him. Matt wanted to be with Josh. The number of times he'd picked his phone up to call him. In the end, he'd eventually given it to Luke and had him delete Josh's number so he couldn't contact him.

Luke had asked him if he was sure he was making the right decision. No, he wasn't, but he couldn't keep going on the way he was. He couldn't keep being Josh's emotional punching bag. He knew Josh only lashed out because he didn't know how to deal with being gay or bisexual. And the way his parents were? That had to fuck you up. Being dragged to church to pray rather than having parents who cared for their son. The church had been more important to them than their own flesh and blood.

Matt leant back in his chair and watched Luke dance with Sarah. He was smiling at her as he held her and Matt watched enviously as she pulled him down to kiss her.

He looked away. He wasn't jealous of what Luke had. He wanted that too, but the one person he wanted it with, he couldn't have. Josh. What was he doing? Was he out with his friends looking to get laid? Probably be a woman too, 'cause he couldn't fuck a guy. He wasn't gay.

Matt snorted, running his hand through his hair. He needed to stop thinking about him. Josh was nothing now. He was the past. So why couldn't he move on? Maybe he needed to get laid too. Find some hot guy and...

"Hey. Are you gonna do some dancing?" Luke asked breathlessly as he reached for his drink on the table.

"Later."

"Here." Luke passed Sarah her drink.

Matt looked at Sarah, taking in her appearance. Long dark auburn hair with pale blue eyes. She had the widest smile, and her whole face lit up when she looked at Luke. What he wouldn't give to have had Josh look at him like that. Her expression showed how much she liked Luke.

"Headin' back. Come on and join us."

"Luke..." Matt shook his head.

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